i agree with the other wise, wonderful posters. Perhaps simply being honest and telling them that you don't feel like talking, or at least asking them to call you or go out for coffee when you feel to may be the best option. Hopefully they will understand! Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Rose76, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!