1) If you really knew me, you would know...I'm an artist
2) If you really, really knew me, you would know...I'm schizoaffective, alcoholic, and have a blog
3) If you really, really, really knew me, you would know...I'm scared, I'm confused, and I don't know where this life is going.
4) Where do I go from here? Meditate and make art to pass time.