Putting out fires all day today. I'm drained emotionally, financially, everything. I just want to rest but I'm always "on". Always looking at the bright side. My boys are in horrible moods, my families in horrible moods, I feel it's me and it's stressful. Walking into my family's house was heavy because of negative emotions. Then I came home to the same thing. It's nothing I can change but I'm anxious and want to SH because of it. I know T would say I was taking on to much but they all need me. My dad called and said I sounded exhausted. I wish SH wasn't looked down at. I know I can't or I have to call my treatment team but **** I want to release all this ****. Is it okay to take a PRN just to sleep even if I'm not having sleeping problems?