Thanks @BethRags @Moose72 and @Soupe du jour

I’ve often thought of my therapist as kind of a narcissist/ kind of a sociopath. And yeah it seems like she’s giving me hints that she wants to get rid of me but wants me to make that choice myself. She’s done this before with the emails. In the summer she told me not to email her and then the next day emailed me and asked if I understood why I shouldn’t be emailing her. That time I blew up and said “then why are you emailing me?” And she apologized.

I know if I just end things with her I’ll feel so much better in the long run. I’ve gone 3 months before without seeing a therapist while I was in the process of transferring. I can do it again.

I have a Pdoc appointment next week after I see her. Kinda concerned about that since I’d just have seen T. Right now I’m just trying to focus on my weekend and ignore T and Pdoc.