I’m not coping the best today. I’m just so angry and I don’t know why. I had my Geodon and Xanax increased recently. Not sure if that’s what’s going on. My mom said the F word in the car, she was quoting some song, and I snapped at her because the swearing bothered me. I can deal with quite a lot of swearing, but the F word bugs me for some reason.

These feelings seemed to come on very suddenly Wednesday night. Also food is still making me feel super anxious because I’m worried I’m going to get sick or a stomach ache from eating. So I don’t know if I have an ED but I know I’m developing a phobia of food and I’m losing weight as a result of only being able to eat a few specific foods I deem safe.