Do you ever think that you're too well? I keep fearing that I'll be dropped from the place I see my pdoc (and if I had one right now, my therapist) because they call and nothing is wrong. Its been years since I was IP- 5 years I think. I was almost IP in May of 2019 when I was manic but my pdoc changed her mind and just gave me tons of Seroquel instead. If I don't have proof that Im sick won't they deny me SSI at some point? I have lots of stuff in my file which is how I got SSI in the first place but not in the last year and a half now. This really worries me. I can pay my bills and clean my apartment and go grocery shopping so I really worry that I'll be dropped. And THEN right after that I'd be suicidal or highly manic again... Maybe my stint with paranoia counts? Pdoc's office didn't call me today. Thought they were supposed to. Do you think about this?