I admit that I internet stalked him for a long time after our breakup. I never found my closure and I wanted to find something written about me that showed he cared.

He was on a few forums, and one of them was Reddit. I had found his profile there and was reading his entries for a long time after we broke up. I wanted to find something - anything that proved he truly cared for me. He had told me when he broke up that he loved his other ex fiance more than me. Those words pierced my heart and made my heart bleed for several years. I had the hardest time healing after hearing those most hurtful and harmful words.

And now he's just gone. We cannot speak ever again. I had thought one day I may hear from him again.

He had profoundly impacted my life - for better or for worse. I will never forget him.

And now I never will hear anything from him ever again.