i can also relate to what you're saying. i've been terribly lazy these past few months and with quarantine i've been getting even more unmotivated and it seems harder and harder to improve. Perhaps doing some small activities just to keep yourself busy may be good. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @LittleEarthquakes, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!