I get it.... I'm with you.... I receive a benefit called PIP and honestly I'm dreading this year as its due for renewal I got 4 years on it. Last time I was manic so that was a bonus as ahe could physically see if was flying high. Plus I also had my Community Support Worker with me who stepped in and told her some tales. The person you take in with you is not allowed to talk. But she allowed it.

I look "normal" so people never know when I'm ill as I hide it all I'm a good actress. I guess it's my own fault for being a brilliant actress lol. Oscars please.

But seriously I am dreading this year it runs out in July. So I will get the letter Feb or March. I'm s****ing myself