So Sorry that you're struggling! i feel like talking with your doctors and/or ginecologist about this may be ideal as they will most likely have some insight on this. Sorry i don't have many useful things to say but i am wishing you the BEST of Luck with your surgery! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Mountaindewed, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!