Another thing has just come up. My sister called me just before 11. Our conversation didn't last very long. When she called there was a lot of noise. She was cleaning up the dishes while she's talking to me. I felt like that noise was annoying to me. I told her that I was being annoyed by the noise. She then sarcastically said, "I'll call back when I can just sit down". I told her not to bother and hung up. I really felt bad for doing that. It's happened so many times before.

She says that she's always very busy. I don't know why. She doesn't work and her two kids are adults. My parents were never that busy when my brother and I were much younger than her kids are now. Also she always gets interrupted on the phone. I don't why since she's the one who makes the call. When her husband interrupts, she tells him that she's on the phone with me. She doesn't tell him ahead of time that she's going to call me. I wonder why that is?

Maybe I'm not making sense on this. I suppose that Depression can make you do things that doesn't make sense to others. Or I'm just getting old and flipping out like other old people do.