Divine, it's not logic, it's emotion. Emotion is not logical. And I have had purely an emotional response to his death.

However, I expect people to have compassion for someone who felt so hopeless in their life, that they had no option but to kill themselves. And I expect those who care about me to have compassion for ME through a loss of someone I used to care about.

I expect my husband to be humane and human. He is not human. I didn't expect him to console and comfort me, no - I expected him to have a human response.

I told him he's a monster after his response about my ex fiance's passing, making it all about HIM, instead of acknowledging and having compassion over a tragedy.

But you're right - I will let all of this go. I have an interview and other issues to focus on.