My mood was pretty low last night, but this morning it's a bit better. No motivation to do anything, though. Yet, I am not so depressed that I am super tired and so I feel like I should be able to. I left a message for my psychiatrist that I think maybe it better I just stop this gabapentin, but now I feel I should not have done that. I can't even tell if I am depressed for real or not. I have felt way worse, so I am not sure if maybe I am being a bit dramatic or something. I need to get myself up and just start doing stuff anyways even if I don't want to. I get to see my partner's dog in less than a week, in good news. It's been months and I have missed her