I know exactly what your going through because I’m currently going through it too. Been with my husband for 16 years the covid happens our friends announce they are getting a divorce divorce hen he announces he wants one. He’s been my best friend we have two boys and it’s heartbreaking. The kicker of it all is I suspected that he likes my friend this who time. Today he finally admitted that he may pursue her in the future. I’m dealing with heartbreak from our relationship and the hurt and not knowing my future and on top of it a betrayal to our friendship. I’m literally shaking right now.