So Sorry to hear about this! Unfortunately it can happen that we lose touch with some Friends along the way as that is part of Life too. At the very least you can now rest partly assured that the Friends in your Life are people whom you can Trust. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Have Hope, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!