Question, please. I've never received psychological help from any Drs, my entire life. Not of my choice. My dad's dad was diagnosed w paranoid schizophrenia, to give some hereditary background. As a young girl I noticed a separate good & evil voice in my head, giving me advice. I thought it was the old story of angel & devil, showing the way. Good vs evil thing. Does this describe any traits of schizophrenia, to you? I thought the good, female voice was my guardian angel. She always gives good advice. The evil, male voice tells me to do bad things & physically hurt myself. This has never stopped, my entire life. Does this sound like anything familiar, to anyone? I'm so torn. I just want to be happy, is all. The bad voice tells me to hate myself & life. I'm tired of the toxicity.