It's been almost a year. Six days away. A year ago I don't think I thought I would make it this long. I promised everyone at the hospital that I wouldn't do it anymore but I didn't take it seriously. I took it as something that had to be said in order to get out of the hospital! There are still bad days. There are still days when I contemplate going back to it but I know somehow it would be so much worse if I did. So keep moving forward. That's what I'm doing. It's hard but I am thankful for all the support here on the forums and from all my friends and family.