When we say former patient we use that term loosely I was there for like a week, a year and a half ago. @ bethrags my stability isn’t really that relevant. I don’t really have a choice I need to go work somewhere. But I figure if I really lose it they can just roll my chair into a room. Kidding but seriously need to get a job and maybe that will make me more stable. I have no idea what to expect. I was honestly debating whether to go back into the hospital and the truth is it really didn’t help so I don’t know why am debating so much.