I have chronic active suicidal thoughts. They’ve just been very strong lately because I lost my job and now I’m going to lose my insurance. There were things I was planning on doing to try to make my life better and more stable and the rug was just pulled out from under me when I lost my job. So I try to use my training I received in therapy to move forward but the urges have been so strong. It is easier said than done. it’s a slippery slope. Therapy along with meds for my physical and mental health are enlarge what has allowed me to maintain stable employment.