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Not okay. Can't stop crying and feeling ecstatic. I want non-existence. I can't believe that decreasing an AP would do this to me, I think something else is going on. I think I'm having a mixed state episode. I'm scared when this happens, I feel out of control. I should just go to sleep, but that sounds like the stupidest waste of time imaginable. However, it is in my best interest to sleep so I took extra medication, hoping it will just knock me under.
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