cat and grace

Thanks for your opinions on hospitalization but somehow the mere thought of it scares the crap out of me. I was almost involuntarily comitted last summer because of a family member. Just the process of being with the crisis unit and a pdoc at the hospital while detained in a very small enclosed room separately from anybody else in the ER was enough for me. If they had of deemed me unsafe to go home, they would've had the biggest physical fight on their hands than what they were probably expecting. I have horrible mental images of what it's like to be locked up in the hospital and they won't get me without a lot of kicking, punching, biting, screaming, whatever I could do to break free.