Perhaps the lack of sleep is at least partly to blame. If these hallucinations keep haunting you perhaps it'd be best to contact a therapist or pdoc as soon as possible. Also remember to take your meds if you haven't already. If things get REALLY bad Please do consider checking yourself at an Hospital. Please do keep us updated. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Miss Laura, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!