I’ve just quit trying to eat when I’m not hungry. Which has been a lot of the time. If I’m not hungry then I don’t make myself eat to get to my 1200 calorie goal. I just simply can’t do it anymore. Yesterday I had about 830 calories. I ate a bowl of soup yesterday around 11AM but that was all I had until midnight when I woke up to eat a hard boiled egg. I had a Pdoc appointment yesterday evening and he asked how my appetite was and I just bluntly said “I haven’t been hungry.” His only response to that was asking if I was taking my meds and I said “yeah.” So I have no idea what he thinks. But so far today I’ve just had a few crackers. My stomach has been so off lately and I can’t tell if it’s physical or anxiety or both. I’ll sometimes get a low grade fever so I think it may be something physical. But my Covid test was negative and everyone else in my house feels fine. So I don’t know what’s going on. But I just refuse to eat now when I’m not hungry.
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