I am so sorry you went through that.I read your old post about your abuse.It hit home for me.So many similarities with my childhood,only that it was my mother in my case.She too beat me violently, cracked my head with a skillet.All kinds of abuse.She enjoyed stripping me saying that I didn't deserve to wear clothes bought by her .She liked to strip me naked,put me out in the street and smirk.Around age 5 or 6 while she made me go on the porch naked to punish me,I fell prey to a pedo.Incident happened in a neighbor's home,but the person was not my neighbor. My neighbor was a kind man.So I guess a guest of my neighbor lured me in.