I was soooo excited last night about my job offer and SO happy, that I picked up the phone when my husband called to congratulate me. We talked and I told him about the job. I had been sad that I couldn't actually celebrate in person with him, but when he threw a pitch in to the conversation to get back together, I had to tell him once again, that my feelings towards him have changed. I wanted to tell him about my job though. This is SO hard. Harder than I ever could have imagined. I think it's only natural that I wanted to share my great news though.

I told him I cannot see him in person - he is coming over tonight to move more things, he asked if he could see me, and I said no.

Apparently, I am still not good at boundaries, but I am trying.