I'm not sure if it's considered a mixed state or super rapid-rapid cycling, but I've dealt with that for a few years in the past. Never really reached a normal state unless you want to count being overmedicated and completely flat. I'm thinking my normal state just involves a lot of intensity, but there is definitely a difference I'm seeing between then (total out of control chaos) and now (chaos-lite).

I hope your pdoc appointment goes well and you guys find a solution