Hi all! I am doing better I guess the lowering of the gabapentin did the trick, or something else coincidentally changed. Thank goodness because now I have the motivation to finish up this packing and moving. I am still feeling bittersweet about it, but not deeply sad for no identifiable reason. I would really love to get my moods more stable.
I am preparing to donate my car as I think I mentioned, and I do feel a bit nostalgic about that. It's been my car since I could drive and my grandmother's before that. A lot of memories with it! It's time, though. I can't safely drive it to my next destination.
I treated myself to a matcha latte this morning after cleaning out my car. I gave up coffee, but this was a nice treat.
Sending compassion to everyone.