Try to resist as much as you can until you can call your psychiatrist tomorrow at least. Perhaps you'll feel better by then but if not definitely contact her and if things get worse do consider going to an hospital. So Sorry you have to put up with this but Please do stay safe! Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Mountaindewed, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!