Thanks for the answers.
While I do dislike myself and my inability to do anything, it's not to the point where I'm comparing myself to Hitler and co.

I didn't really know what to say in reply so instead, I wrote nothing. I'm a lot like that with my problems, I tend to wait either until I either don't have a choice or until I feel guilty. Solving a problem that I can see coming isn't something I tend to do, I don't really know why.