My whole life I've considered myself... normal. Reckon it's just an image I put on.
But for the first time last night I was hearing voices, not really in my head like usual... actually audible sounding... that shouldn't have been there. I was up late and tossing and turning and I just felt weird... layed still and was like what who's there... the voice moved, it was a mans I didn't recognize they only said my name....
I was freaked out and then sleep overcame me. woke up to an anxiety attack... took benzo's with my coffee.... any ideas? I know I shouldn't be hearing things. It's definantly freaking me out. I don't think I'm crazy... since I realize it's not real??
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I'm frank.
relapse is hell, my widget gave up on me.
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