Wow, I just caught up with the words of wisdom from you all and for the first time in years.....I burst out crying! It felt so good to feel validated and that maybe I'm not as selfish as I thought I was. Thank you for that...I really needed to hear that. It has been a hellish night around here...everyone seems so angry with each other ....I am usually very good at tuning them out, but tonight I have a migraine and the stupid insurance company won't pay for my Imitrex without " my doctor's prior authorization." He wrote the prescription for goodness sakes - I would consider that his prior authorization! I'm just tired....so tired. Thanks all...you'll never know how much your kind words of logic meant to me...