Thank you for the kind words. I did had some head injuries when I us to box . What gets me is I am always in pain and I told about my pain and how it effects my thinking plus I am on pain meds.I told him how noises makes me jump and some stories about my job as a police officer and how I cannot watch medical shows on TV they upset me, he once said something about PTSD real fast when I said sounds made me jump and never went anywhere with it. So I am not going to open up with him I did take an online test for PTSD and said I should have it checked out I might have some OCD issues certain things have to be in order otherwise it bothers me.I tell him I am nervous and he looks at me clueless yet it is on the work sheet he gave me to take home as a sign for anxiety, my nervousness I feel comes more from my joint pain and spasms that I get This upsets me which could be part of the anxiety I am getting. The worksheets that he has me doing just fuels my anxitey. I have learn to live with the pain and even some of the anxiety but the Panic attacks I get are bad I ask him if he ever had one, he said no but those of you who have know what it is like . " A bad nightmare" and I would not wish them on anybody.
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