@Gasplessy, just remember please, you were young, naive, you didn't know any better, immature, not like now. But yes, when the eyes open to how one has really been in the past, a great shame may overcome you. And that's a sign you've mended your ways. It's time to be strong now and carry the burden of the past. And hey, no one's been a saint all their lives. When you look at other people, realise there's a history of good acts and in all probability various levels of questionable acts too. Why? Because no one's perfect.

Come on, it's time for a hug.