hi wounded,
well me and hubby are not leagally seperated but physically and emotionally in every way. our life is not a life i would choose if i had another choice, because it is very loney and heart breaking. to cut down on the stress and hurt feelings, i sleep in the guest room. our money problems keeps us at home on weekends when he is off of work so he dodges me like the plague until he gets a few beers in him and then he'll come find me and tell me how his parents, his ex-wife, his sister and myself has done him so terribly wrong all these years and he is nothing but a victim.

he don't have any friends and the friends i had have deserted me because of his rude and uncalled for remarks and solisiting "so called harmless" sex from them. i wish some girl would take him up on his "harmless" sex, cause then she could have him, and all of his crybaby problems that he conjurs up in his sick mind.

i have left our home for two weeks before and the guilt almost eat me alive, so i came back and try very hard to be strong and help him get a grasp on reality. but all my efforts are met with hate filled ridicule. he is so sick, and his drinking just makes it 10x worse because his meds are not effective. but i choose to stay because he has no one else, maybe one day i'll come to my sences like you have. pray for me girl lol

wounded i wish you all the luck in the world, and i hope you 2 can come to a compromise that both can live with. seek some happiness for yourself because you deserve it girl.

chiwawa mom aka rayla