with my ins cancelled, t said "Kiya, I want you to come to your appnt tomorrow and we'll figure out how to go from there." The office called me and said nearly the same thing "I want you to go to your apnt, fill out new paper work, and we'll figure things out. I do not want you to stop therapy, ok?"

small voice... ok. i was feeling like i didn't care, screw the world. now things are a little brighter. ppl still care. there's reason for me to care.