I read 2 books today. Over 200 pages each. I haven’t read 2 books in one day since I was 12. They were pretty triggering. They were young adult books but one was called Butter and it was about this very obese teen who decides to eat himself to death on a live web stream. The second book was called Wintergirls and it was about these 2 girls with eating disorders competing to see who can be the skinniest. These young adult books have more intense plotlines and have worse language then the books they have out for adults. I think the only thing worse then Butter that I’ve read recently was American Psycho.

But my anxiety and boredom and depression was ok for the first time in weeks because I was so involved in reading all day.