Dear T,
Trying not to go down a COVID doom rabbit hole--helps to have a H who's knowledgeable about science.
And I keep thinking of this dream I had last night about ex-MC. Do I talk to you about it? It had a very different tone from the last one I had about him that I told you about briefly.
So could this maybe be my subconscious processing things? Of course, I also wonder if he could have been representing you, but it looked like him, and I was visiting him as my former MC, so I don't think so? (I won't mention that part if I talk to you about it, though you already know I've had thoughts like that. Though...affectionate thoughts are different than the sexual thoughts I've mentioned--they seem more romantic, which seems like it would threaten you, while you were totally fine with the other ones. But I don't think it was about you anyway.)
Love,
LT