Thanks so much everyone.

After reading PsyChris' post, I kind of understood why they were willing to up the dose of Risperdal.

I HAVE had psychosis before (actually I was still having some delusions in February 08), and we are still monitoring if it's going to strike back. I know dissociative symptoms can be present in psychosis, and I have had them while I was psychotic. So yeah, this is where they think it's going to start again.

Sooo... I guess I will not know whether I am crazy or not in a while.