seems to be the start of all my sentences lately when I am talking to people and I don't like it

wonder if it's because my life really truly sucks now, or I just want to be a kid

or both

honestly I don't know.. but I am doing so much looking back at the past.

my amy doll and my baby videos and my high chair are the main topic of conversation, I don't want to go back in a high chair, no no no... hated that thing.

(just posting my feelings)