You were supposed to protect me, you were supposed to be there for me. You all failed me.

You told me that a liar is the worst thing in the world and then you became that, many of you became that. Why would I care about lying at all myself when everyone makes **** up constantly and tells lies about each other.

And yet you spurn and spite the girl I met that turned me around, that brought me to light that I could be ME and I didn't have to be what you expected of me, I didn't have to be what you were making me into. I could choose for myself who to be.

And because you did my head in so deep it's taken so long for me to find my path but damn you all I found it in spite of you. And I'll keep doing it regardless of your presence, support, and acceptance.

I wish we could have talked more, I wish I could have heard you apologize. I wish you could have shown me what it looks like to apologize with grace and maturity... I had to teach myself.

You did not do your duty of care for my psychological well-being.

I'm mad at you.