At least I did not text him at all last night when I wanted to. I was missing him badly, and I refrained from reaching out. So there's that at least. I am out of town right now at a girlfriend's home on the beach. It's very nice here, but brrrrrrrrrrr soooooooooo cold. We barely had heat last night and wrapped ourselves in blankets drinking wine. After a couple drinks, I was thinking of him and missing the good aspects. This morning, while more sober, I woke back up to the reality.

So, I am proud of myself for not texting him when I was missing him.