I just have to sit, alone with uncomfortable feelings. I’ve had real interpersonal issues with family members: C, R, D, S. I pray those relationships improve, or that my upset over it heals. I believe C and R hopes the same, but won’t or can’t change. I believe D is brainwashed, so I really don’t know what he feels deep down, but his actions show he doesn’t really care and has moved on to his own life at the exclusion of his relationship with his parents. I believe S never gave her cruelly executed abandonment another thought, except she is annoyed I have taken offense.