So Sorry you're going through this! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters. Things can definitely improve but unfortunately it takes time. Please do feel free to post on here and share more details if you feel more comfortable about it. i'd also try to suggest couple counseling to him if you haven't already. if he seems adamant, try moving out to some relatives or friends' house if possible at least as a temporary solution. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Elizabeth0910, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!