I have taken steps to help myself. I found a guy whose wife also doesn't want to travel. So together, when the virus doesn't trump all, we travel. Scotland, Egypt, and others but it always hurts when I see couples enjoying and sharing these events. Thought there might be an answer or suggestion other than marriage consulting which she won't do because it is my problem...she is happy with her life. Things will be better next week. Two months in Florida with the kids, grandkids, and golf will take the edge off. I do have some ways that I can lighten the load.