Admittedly, I want to believe what I want to believe, but after reading and rereading everything you’ve all had to say I’m getting a closer understanding of what we both want and what we both actually want. I’m still desperate to get her back and try to have a family but as time goes on I’m starting to think I’m being immature and just can’t let go... 😞 I can’t imagine a future of any kind without her in it but I also don’t see much of a future with her and this guys kid either... I’ll always be second to all of them no matter what I do won’t I?