I was at least controlling my bad moods today. My mom was not. It was frustrating trying to talk to her because she didn’t really want to talk and every time I asked something she got crabby with me. We are all having a tough time emotionally with this move. This is the first time I’ve seen her like this as a result of the move. She needs to take it easy. She’s not sleeping much because her mind is on all the stuff that needs to get done. She’s going to wear herself out. But then this afternoon my cousin who has always wanted kids announced she’s pregnant so my mom seems to be in a better mood now because of that.

Basically I was fine on the outside. But I was a bit heavy on the Xanax and S for about an hour or so but nothing that didn’t go away with mindfulness and a lot of medication.