Last night was weird. I took my meds (including PRN Temazepam) and I was terrified of falling asleep. Like I genuinely believed if I fell asleep I would die. This was after two back to back all-nighters so I needed sleep too. I was laying down and whenever I would feel like I was falling asleep my anxiety would just skyrocket and I'd have to wake myself up. I did eventually fall asleep though (for five broken hours). Today I'm super anxious. Gotta get my iinjection later.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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