i'd say that each individual constructs their own meaning in their Lives so part of our existence is finding out what it is and do what we can to achieve it, of course always by respecting other people. i personally do worry about it a little bit because i can't seem to find anything but i am not sure if i'd call it "Meaning". Please never give up. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to ALL of you, @annoyedgrunt84, your Families, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!