Thank you Yao Wen for your kindly considered words.
You are right that the doctor has probably done some (probably even a lot) of good in his life. And just because he did me wrong doesn't make him an all bad person. Right now I feel more or less too tired to take him on in my head again. I get that he did me wrong just as I have done others wrong. I should not hold him to account this whole time because of that.
HUGS Kit