im sad that you are sad. the reason why is depression has always been a part of my life. i tend to not go out hardly ever, i do have a husband and 30 year old son who moved back in with us after he went on his own for awhile but came home depressed from kicking a drinking habit and had no place to go. my husband keeps us together. i am happy he did his traveling years before we got married as i dont like to travel only into the city and errands and he drives as i don't drive. i have alot of other psych problems and am on over 10 pills a day which keep me stable. i hope this helps